Sometimes the thoughts and the memories crowd in behind my eyes and they mix with some kind of bone-deep restlessness and I just cant sleep.
I dont know why this happens but while it does, it feels unbearable and time seems to slow down. The night stretches endlessly forward; black and dark.
I want the thoughtlessness, the unconsciousness, of sleep.
But everytime I close my eyes I just feel restless; sometimes I see things, memories or flashbacks and that inescapable restlessness.
"When Allah decreed the Creation He pledged Himself by writing in His book which is laid down with Him: My Mercy prevails over My Wrath" Hadith (Muslim; al-Bukhari)
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