miss u

I miss u so much sometimes, its like an ache inside me. I wonder, do you not feel it too? You must not, because you have ample opportunity to talk to me and discuss things with me but you don't.

I see that you are there but you don't contact me - why? I thought we were friends, I thought we talked things through and turned to each other.... yet you can easily not talk to me, when inside me, everytime I think of you, hear your name or see it, I just want to talk to you. Nothing Earth shattering - just mundane day-to-day stories. I want to know how you are, if you are happy or sad, how your day went...

I must be alone in this feeling because you obviously do not feel the same and I will not chase after you. Either you want to be with me, you want to be my friend or you don't. The more the gaps increase between us, the less you talk to me and contact me - the less I believe in our friendship.

I had thought of you as one of my best and closest friends - you are slowly shattering that belief I had in you.

But I still miss talking to you.