Sometimes it feels like no matter how hard I try I just cannot succeed; its like climbing uphill but its raining and its muddy, and for every step I take, I slide back 3.
I have been waiting over a months for my uni tutor to write me a reference letter so I can apply for the course I want to.... I am still waiting. Finally I emailed him again today and found out he is on holiday yet again this summer. Well lucky him....
but meanwhile, what am I supposed to do...? By the time he comes back it may well be too late to apply for my PGCE.
Should I therefore apply for some other courses I'd like to do, or wait and see what happens with this one? What happens if I apply for a new course and get into it and then he sends the reference and I get into that course too???
Or even worse, I wait on him and no reference appears?Or appears too late to do me any good and another year of mine goes too waste???
Mayb I should apply for Psychology - that way at the very least, if nothing works out I can go to a course and learn how not to kill out of frustration!!!
"When Allah decreed the Creation He pledged Himself by writing in His book which is laid down with Him: My Mercy prevails over My Wrath" Hadith (Muslim; al-Bukhari)
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