tired

Look at this pic I found online and tell me your thoughts (And yes, the kids are very cute!):

Working is hard work, and this job aint exactly the most stimulating ever. I mean, I'm a Sales Assistant. Woopidoday. (yes, thats sarcasm)

I am so tired! I work a weird shift - 2pm till 9pm. Its annoying cos it basically means that you cant do much else in the day. Ugh!

You know what? I dont have much to write... I'm feeling pretty blank, pretty depressed, extremely tired, quite sleepy and just wanna......... fade.

Damn.

I miss Manchester. I miss my friends. I miss being confortable and knowing what I am doing and being able to see atleast some of my future spread out infront of me. I just cant see it now. I dont know what I want, I dont know what I want to do in life.... I feel so lost.
It is so incredibly disheartenng to be 23 years old and be such a loser, such a drifter.
Where did all my dreams, ambitions and aspirations go???

I feel like I am drifting away from everything and everyone I ever knew. There is just nothing in my life, just me and the thought in the black space behind my eyes. No conversation - who is there to converse with?! No one. Who did I talk to today for example, properly, some people at work? Thats it. No discussion or conversation for me.
No one knows me here. I dont know me here.

I am becoming this silly, self-pitying individual. Its sickening. I know the symptoms, I know I'm depressed. How silly and flaky is that???

I never understood how people could get depressed - yet here I am... depressed. Its like I have no control over myself, my life - is that the problem or a symptom of the problem???

I need sleep.