It all started going wrong at sehri/sahoor when I drank something that make me feel sick and disgusting. After which I just tried to go to sleep - and then I kinda overslept, tho I wudnt call what i was doing sleeping. More of a tossing and turning while trying to escape my nausea.
So I was late up for work..... but hey I was still feeling mucho sick. SO I let work know i was sick but wud limp in. Which i did. On the way the whole student population pissed me off cos they buses were crowded and I felt like shit and everything took a AGE! It took me like 2 hours getting to work. Ugh!
I felt crap at work all day and feel like I hav achieved nothing. Even the pc pissed me off by not
being fast enough or not doing exactly what I wanted of it!On top of which I am now late leaving work and therefore will be late getting back to my flat and therefore late for my appointment with the Housing Officer. ARGH!
It just makes me wanna pull my hair out!I absolutely hate days like this. I feel so depressed and awful. Every emotion and feeling just snowballs into more and more intense feelings.
And to top it off, its raining and I keep getting soaked.
I just wanna have a good cry.
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People like this person above who left a comment on my blog - obviously hoping to incite and cause friction not to mention being antagonistic, hateful and racist - do not deserve to live in a democratic and freedom-loving society.
It is people like this person who stir up hatred and violence in a community. This type of person is despicable.
How dare anyone insult my religion, my Prophet(SAW)??? What gives them the right?
Have I done anything to this person? No. Have I behaved badly or hatefully? No.
Yet this person feels like he/she has the right to dictate what i shud believe in and hates me for the choices that I make.
I reckon this person is EXACTLY what he/she hates in other people; a narrow minded, bigot - kind of reminiscent of the likes Hitler or the Ku Klux Klan... only with less power and definitely less orginality.
Well all I can say is: Those whom Allah guides, no one can misguide and those whom Allah misguides.... well lets hope they are nicer than u! May Allah guide u.
PS I deleted that filthy minded persons comment
aaaaaaaaw hun you feeling any better? like the use of the word khara lol
lol i feel fine. Great in fact.
Salaam Tahnia....it's Ramadan, the month of patience....and rain....well that's another blessing in itself isn't it....so you were fasting and it was raining, 2 blessings together, so make the most of them and make dua.
Take care, duas with you always!
xxx
tahnia and all the other sisters reading this blog - i want to get a group of gals together to go to egypt next yr to learn arabic and tajweed insha'Allah - i can sort out lessons and accomodation insha'Allah and nt everyone has to go for the same amount of time - eg. i wanna go for 8 months at least insha'Allah - but ppl can go for 1-2months if they want; jst as long as there's a group ppl can keep popping back and forth as they please and they'll be a structure there waiting for them to help them out and, insha'Allah, also a place to stay so no hassle ('cz finding a place in summer is HASSLE - and it's london prices!!!)
Please let me know if you guys would be interested - realisitcally you could get away with living in egypt v. comfortably (with lessons) for about £5,000-£7,000 a year (that's to be COMFORTABLE i.e. luxuries) and i've put £7,000 coz at the moment egypt's going thru a bit of a price soar becuase the gov. is selling a lot of the public entities to foreign companies who make the prices stupidly high and rip off the population - also the iraqi refugees are making housing/flat prices rise - too many ppl, not enough places - also the khaleeji peeps come to egypt in the summer and just throw money at the landlords putting the prices stupidly high again so basically - last year/this year u cud live for £5,000, but now it might be up to £7,000 but Allahu Alim. I dnt no cz i tend to spend too much always :s. Anyways if it's £5,000-£7,000 for the year, u can easily work out what it wud be for however long you want to stay for - (that was the point of that whole discourse lol)
yeah so just let me know insha'Allah
my email add is....
ayesha.khan.mcr@googlemail.com
jazakallahu khayran :-)
oooooh p.s. - egypt is a BRILLIANT place to learn - ive just come back from there - WICKED
p.p.s PLEASE spread the word!
aya x
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