I know its silly - even before I begin this blog.
BUT
This morning when I got up I wasnt worried... but I got a fone call from the hospital saying that they've arranged for me to have a consultation session with the surgeon in Monday.
Now I know the NHS pretty well and I've never seen anything rushed like this, Usually u have to wait atleast a few weeks to get an appointment - and thats considered quick!!
So the fact that I'm getting appointments so fast is kinda weird and that is kinda freaking me out!
I may go in for my biopsy on that Thurday (next week) if the talk with the surgeon indicated I should.
Like I said - its weird how fast the appointments are happening.
At work today I couldnt stop thinking about it. The thing is, I wasnt worrying but I couldnt STOP thinking about it. I wasnt thinking about anything particular but just IT.
I almost had a bit of an anxiety/panic attack - had to do some breathing exercises in my break. And the customers weren't helping!
Christmas makes people evil! If shopping and Christmas stresses you out so much - why do it??? And if it makes u rude and mean - then isnt that completely against the spirit of christmas???
All I have to say to all of these mean Chrismasy ppl is = Baah-Humbug!!!
3 comments:
oh no sis, dont worry about it inshallah, every thing will work out fine, its only natural to stres sover it by the way, you wouldnt be human otherwise.
i wish i was there with you to hold yourhand and make you laugh :)
Don't worry sister,its normal thing ,keep smiling this weekend and forget it about the NHS.
Jazakallah Khair both of u.
Whitey, I wish u were here too - u always make me laugh; i'd want you here with or without this,ur one of my bestest friends (as they say).
U know the funny thing is - I expected it, so its not such a shock. I'll find out more on mOnday I guess!
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